- My new kick ass cell phone.
- Not getting laid off this week.
- Coupon for a free ham! Woo Hoo!!
- Get to keep my boys some this week.
- Bojangles Breakfast.
- Good friends in HR.
- Meeting some friends for supper Tuesday.
- The Goods: Live Hard, Sell Hard (awesome movie)
- Lifehouse, Theory of A Deadman
- My boys
Monday, November 23, 2009
Separation: Day 153
January 11th will be the day I thought would never come. It is the day I never saw coming. It is the day I always thought couldn't happen to a hard working, dedicated, doting husband. When I got married I fully intended on being married till death did us part. The pain is still fresh, too new to describe. I am learning to cope with the help of a friend, but she is like a fire blanket, once she is not around to smother the pain it's embers reignite. My wife told me the other day after I signed the last of the divorce papers that it would be final in January. She has no remorse her voice didn't crack and I thought I even detected some relief. After all is said and done I will have been separated from her for 202 days. Pretty much goes to show you that you can never know someone completely. She used to tell me that there was no one she loved more than me and would never leave me unless I cheated on her. She never lied to me and was always open and honest about what she was feeling. Somewhere along the way she changed and I didn't notice. I guess in a way I put too much faith in her, my happiness in life was too dependent upon her. So here goes my Thankful list: